Three weeks ago, I was on top. Talking fast, full of ideas, energy, and plans. Now I can’t get out of bed. I don’t want to see anyone. I don’t understand how the same body and mind can crash this hard, this fast. Everything feels empty, slow, pointless.

The worst part is there’s no clear reason. Nothing happened. It just shut down. That’s how this works. And every time the emptiness comes back, you wonder if you’ll ever go up again.