It’s tough to stick to a medication routine when you feel good. In moments of euphoria, the sense of being in control makes you question whether you really need the treatment. However, knowing it’s essential for maintaining balance is what pushes you to continue, even though you’re often fighting against your own impulses. The resistance to taking medication in these moments is more emotional than logical, since the side effects become more noticeable when you’re at your best.

The side effects are even harder to bear when you’re in an emotional high. The impact on your cognition, the feeling of clumsiness, and the discomfort of others noticing you seem “drugged” can be overwhelming. It’s a constant battle: keeping your mental health in check while managing those effects that prevent you from feeling like your true self. At times, it’s easy to forget that what really matters is long-term balance, not how you feel in any given moment.